Nak release tension

We had makan-makan today. Cook something ,nothing special really. It's just that my dapur has not been berasap for quite sometime. To release a bit of the tension yang ada, blend ini dan itu, kacau kuali a bit, potong bawang here and there, goreng ini sikit and itu sikit, and Walla!!...... kita pun lunch..... Mmmmm then not too worry much about my dinner tonite.

A friend texted me telling dearest H is coming. Mmmm.. it's good really.... after so many unreplied messages I sent...... Just that I'm not sure whether to be there or not. Daku sudah hilang mood really (not the project )but the atmosphere and all. I think I have lost all the feelings I used to have.( my eyes watery now and every time thinking about it ) I don't know. I normally would go and do my work there whenever I have time and spent hours siting in the room, chit-chatting and brainstorming as well..... Mmmm those were the days. Gone are all the feelings, honestly.......... i can't ..............

And someone asked me a favour hari Rabu nanti, alamak......... I dread the thought.......